Hello my dear readers. As always, thank you for stopping by. I appreciate each and every one of you.
Today’s post is different from my usual posts. I want to dedicate it to an anniversary of sorts: the day I first brought Adobe tools like Photoshop and Illustrator into my creative life. This isn’t an “Adobe fangirl” post. Instead, I am sharing how it all began and where it has brought me.
It started when a college classmate told me I could pay an hourly fee for access to a computer lab equipped with Photoshop and Illustrator. For me, it was an absolute revelation: “What????? I can pay and use Ps and Ai for as long as I can afford it?????” Right away, my mind raced with all the projects I wanted to tackle first (believe me, my list was endless). So, as you might expect from me, I paid the fee the very next day and never looked back. Photoshop and Illustrator became my second skin. It felt like stepping into an entirely different world whenever I sat in front of that screen, bringing my imagination to life with every click. Every time I unlocked the door to that computer lab, I could feel my heart racing faster and faster.

Then the war started. For years, we had no water, food, heat, or electricity. My baby daughter and I went hungry, thirsty, without drinking water or any utilities for years. We burned books and furniture just to steal an hour of heat a day. But I could not bring myself to burn my Photoshop and Illustrator reference books. I no longer had access to a computer—the country had no electricity, and nobody was thinking about technology when we were simply trying to find a slice of bread for a child. Yet, I memorized those entire two books cover to cover. I missed using Ps and Ai so desperately that reading and memorizing those pages brought a tiny sprinkle of hope into the dark.
Getting my first copies of Photoshop CS and Illustrator CS in the USA wasn’t easy. I literally saved for months and cut my groceries down to the absolute minimum. But, OMG, when I finally installed them on the cheapest computer I could afford, I felt like I could touch the stars! From that moment on, Photoshop and Illustrator became like family members because I use them every single day in everything I create digitally.

I was fortunate to be invited into the Photoshop Private Beta, and now, almost two decades later, it is still the place where my soul is happy and creative. I met so many amazing people in that beta community (back when my English wasn’t “perfect,” and not a single person ever mentioned it, which felt like absolute heaven to me). I made dear friends there whom I love with all my heart.
So many years have passed since the first day I “met” an Adobe product. I have been privileged to speak at some of the biggest creative conferences, sharing Adobe magic from the stage. I am so proud to be part of the amazing Adobe Community Experts group and to contribute to different Adobe Prerelease teams. Even now, whenever I open an Adobe application, I slow my breath down, close my eyes, and tell myself, “This is the space where everything is possible,” as I bring my imagination to life, pixel by pixel.

I always say that Adobe gave me hope and the strength to keep pushing when life wasn’t “pretty.” If that sounds cheesy or overly sentimental to anyone… I’m sorry… but this is my absolute truth.
So what I am trying to say is: Thank you, Adobe, for helping me through the most difficult chapter of my life and elevating my creative days to a whole new level.









































































































